A voice

I know, I should not blog because, I cannot maintain an account. (I update this blog yearly?) But really, I would like to blog. I would like to be heard.

A blog is a voice.

I know why I made a blog in the first place. It was envy. I envy people who are heard, listened to (I would want to be a singer, if only I do not have this crooked voice. XD)

I envy those people who string words to form sentences; those who sew sentences into paragraphs; those who use those paragraphs to state what they want to say. I do not have the best pen. I do not even have the best command of the language. Simply speaking, I am not the best.

As I always say, I am ordinary. How ordinary could I get? Average?... No, less than average.

I wonder if somebody reads this blog at all. I know, it is plain stupidity to post a blog that is not read, but like a dying person, crying, shouting for help in an isolated forest, loud and desperate; knowing that there is only a slim chance of being heard, they gamble, anything for life!

I'll take the chance. I'll write. I'll shout desperately. A blog is a voice and THIS BLOG IS MY VOICE. I shall not wither.

I want to speak and I shall wait for the time, that time, when somebody will listen... Till that time....