A poem

Farewell

Before I leave, I ask of you
.......To keep the flowers, the stars
.......The twinkle in your eyes
.......To let go, yet hold on
.......To move without moving on

Before I leave, I ask of you
.......To look up, to dream, to believe
.......Sometimes, It doesn't hurt to be naive
.......Walk past me, yet stay behind
.......So I could leave without leaving you behind

Before I leave, I ask of you
.......To continue to try, to aspire
.......For with your dreams, you inspire
.......To cry and cheer up
.......Tear up, without tearing up

Before I leave, I ask of you
.......To sing a song, Dance to a tune
.......To stay with me, laugh until noon
.......For me to keep something before breaking down
.......For me to fall, without falling down

But alas! I'll go, and could not tell you these,
I am but the air, passing by, Notice!
My stay is a bubble, so short a bliss,
I cry, I go, I leave, Miserably- abyss!

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haha... Hmmm... this is what you do when you are alone, with nothing to do. while everyone seems to enjoy their vacation...

hmmmm....

For You*

I know it's not like me, posting things like this;
But yeah... I'm posting it... hahaha...
This is my first non-emo post. Yay!

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For you*

I know you're hurting still,
I know, it really hurts to feel,
But to feel is to accept what's real,
Oblivion can't close a wound, can't heal

Please stop remembering-forget
Stop pitying thyself-regret
The limit you, yourself, have set
leave it here, move away, escape

She's happy now and you?
You're sad, you cry, you do
Still caught in the web, mem'ry sew
You smile, yet your pain, I knew

If you need someone, I'm here
If you need help, I'm near
No matter where I am, your pleas, I'll hear
Forget the past, hold my hand, do not fear

I do not ask for anything at all,
not a glance, not a look, not your heart on a wall
only, for you to heal, move on, be free to fall
My dear, if in that, you need help, I'm here, just call

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hahaha... okay, ang noob ko. don't laugh please!
Hmmmm... okay let me cross-out what I said that this is not emo.
hahaha... well, I don't know what to say anymore

P.S. I am so proud of you, my laptop.. you tried to and worked again for the last time (hopefully not).

A voice

I know, I should not blog because, I cannot maintain an account. (I update this blog yearly?) But really, I would like to blog. I would like to be heard.

A blog is a voice.

I know why I made a blog in the first place. It was envy. I envy people who are heard, listened to (I would want to be a singer, if only I do not have this crooked voice. XD)

I envy those people who string words to form sentences; those who sew sentences into paragraphs; those who use those paragraphs to state what they want to say. I do not have the best pen. I do not even have the best command of the language. Simply speaking, I am not the best.

As I always say, I am ordinary. How ordinary could I get? Average?... No, less than average.

I wonder if somebody reads this blog at all. I know, it is plain stupidity to post a blog that is not read, but like a dying person, crying, shouting for help in an isolated forest, loud and desperate; knowing that there is only a slim chance of being heard, they gamble, anything for life!

I'll take the chance. I'll write. I'll shout desperately. A blog is a voice and THIS BLOG IS MY VOICE. I shall not wither.

I want to speak and I shall wait for the time, that time, when somebody will listen... Till that time....