I'm willing to die just to see SHINee perform in front of me.

What an opening sentence, right? I don't know. I just have to say that. I don't know. I just too obsessed with them. I know I sound like a crazy fangirl right now. But I think I am. For once, I accept that I am crazy and I am fangirl.

I am willing to do anything. Heck anything?!!! Please... ABS-CBN, please sponsor 'SHINee World concert live in Manila'. Please. Please. And I swear SHAWOLS all over philippines will return the favor, by being there. Revenues... *coughs*

As If ABS-CBN could read this. TT^TT But I wish they would. Damn! I'd be forever thankful if that happens. Buti pa and mga Filipino Elf's they could see their Idols in a concert. I am seriously envious. How I wish.. How I wish, they could perform here too.

Okay, Maybe not now. TT^TT but time will come. that these guys will be under the spotlight, Will be under the Philippines' spotlight. and when that time comes. I'll make sure not to miss it.

Closing a Book

Have you ever experienced finishing a book? As an avid reader, I can vividly re-live that feeling, that feeling of ending you fantasy. It is as if your life ends on that world. Oh! The feeling of Alice going back to reality after visiting wonderland; yes that’s it! For now, you shall consider me as Alice. Shall I call you Mad Hatter, or perhaps Absolem, the absolute? Yes, yes! You shall be Mad Hatter!

You see, in closing a book, whatever the genre is, the dominant feeling is Melancholia, the feeling of you bidding farewell to the world you chose to live in for a few minutes, hours, or even days.

After Melancholia, Nostalgia comes next, the feeling of reminiscing, the feeling of re-living every part of the story, and then milliseconds before you put down the book, Euphoria.

Why am I telling you this? Because I am apparently, closing a book right now. I am afraid to close this book. I am afraid of closing this book. I am afraid of leaving this wonderland I have been in. I am really, really scared, right now. I might have said farewell for quite a few times already, but I think this time, it might be true.

For the first time in a long time, I am relaying my frustrations to you. I just screwed up. I screwed my life and now, I, Alice, shall be leaving wonderland. I don’t know if someday, I might see you guys, again. Shall I ever see Mrs. Mctwisp again? How about Tweedle and Tweedlum? Oh! And Absolem, or Mad Hatter, Shall I see you guys again? Probably not

‘Cause a book has only one ending and Alice just woke up from her dream…

But Alice shall remember…

And the book has been printed on to last a lifetime…
It may lose some pages, but it is printed on forever…

And if ever I shall close this book anytime soon, no regrets. I know a new book will be published again, A sequel maybe. The characters might change but it is a new exciting book nonetheless.

But I will surely miss this particular book
and the characters within it…

I will surely miss you…

안녕하세요, 친구~!!!! 마리야 코라손 카파레/ 미요코 입니다~!!

I am currently learning how to speak and write in korean. which is pure awesomeness~!!!! LOL

this is a random post. obviously.
It has been a long time since I posted on here.
I hope I will be back soon with another update. :))