Buhay ng Bio student

Ang buhay ng bio student? hmmm...

Siguro, para sa akin lang,

mahirap,..

katulad ko bumagsak na, hindi talaga madali.

parang feeling mo lagi kang inii-stretch sa limit mo. hanggang feeling mo, isa kang rubber band na dating elastic, naging plastic na kahihila. parang pagkatapos mong ma outrun yung sarili mo, kailangan mong tumayo ulit at i-outrun ulit yung record mo. goodness! nakakapagod.

Minsan nga, napapaisip ako kung sapat na ba na compensation na nalalaman ko, how things work around me. Why do flowers bloom, or how does a fish breathe?
sapat na ba na kabayaran sa ilang araw ng pagpupuyat yung malaman mo ang difference ng embolism, thrombism, at atherosclerosis?

hindi siguro.... pero para sakin, sapat na YATA yung intrinsic worth na naiibigay nung mga kaalaman na yun.


Masaya.

Masaya, pag nakikita mo na nagtitilian sila sa paghawak ng palaka;

pag nagjojoke kayong magkakaklase tungkol sa bio, at feeling ninyo kayo lang ang nakakaintindi nung joke ninyo;

Masaya,

pag malungkot ka tapos icocomfort ka ng mga Blockmates mong mag malala pa ang problema kaysa sayo;

pag umulan, tapos naririnig mong tumutunog ang vocal sacs ng mga male frogs na naghahanap ng mate;

pagdumaan ka sa tindahaan ng mangga at sinabi mong pakitanggal nga po ng pericarp;

pag nanood ka ng concert at sinabi mong, "nasa pith nga si Lady gaga at ako ay nasa may cork cambium na."

marami pa akong pwedeng ilagay kaso, over naman na sa haba.

What I want to say is...

Masaya, Masaya talaga.

Random unedited thoughts

Hmmm... okay. This is not so much of the best day in my life.

I woke up, (Same old boring me =]) feeling dizzy, and sick. So, I decided against going to class, because, it's laboratory and I would not be so much of a help to my Lab partner.

I promised to make a better student out of me, yet I failed again. hmmmp.

I know it is not suppose to be my fault, but I guess, in college, we are expected to go, even if it rains or snow. It is not as strict as how it was in High School, but we know it all the same.
*stands up, looks up the sky and laughs out loud*

Atashii Gambaru~!!!

Enough of the bitterness and allow me to post some happy things that happened to me this past few days. and some insights if it's okay.

~ I thought Mr. Hallare will give me a Zero for my Bio Lec exam, because of my pure stupidity. I actually brought the exam questionnaire with me and it's a fair ground for giving me a 0 or a failing mark.

but He Didn't. so I would like to thank, Mr. AV Hallare, for the chance.
and also, God. Lord, I am so much thankful. You never fail to answer my prayers. I love you.

It is really easy to appreciate things when it happens when you least expect it to. I really thought it was the end of me so I was so much happy when I really did get by.... YAY!

A poem Again*

Eto ay tula na naman..
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Try

Words are lost, or the words lost you?
It ne'er leaves the pen, writers do
The feeling lingers, and your fingers
knew you missed it too
Yet, where are you?

Has the curse been lifted? Is it gone?
Sheets of paper, Words, it has none
The ugly traffic made terrific
by the poems you've done
Yet, Where did you run?

You know the path, you know the place
The world, the game, how it amazes
Where distort is comfort
and lines are solace
Yet, Where are those days?

Shall I blame the pen, Shall I? Shall I?
Shall you kiss the world of words goodbye?
I hope not, I hope that
Someday, again, you'll soar, you'll fly
So, Again, I'll ask, Where? Why?